It's Me it's TOTALLY ME

now right now
I live in the slow guttural slack
of if I have to think about taking your clothes off again
I’m going to shoot myself in the
fucking foot

now right now
I live in the dim plume
of the neon pink
the lightless l.a.

the gutter plum
the vicious malfunction
the knowing you need something
when you first see it

now right now I am
my very own fear of abandonment
my very own shit eating grin
the cascading swirl of crazy that cores each one of us
a sparked up drunk

a fire place
a fall
the bottom of the wall