Grin Goner

I’ve been assigning longing
for so long
I forgot

“You’re a secret prude oh my god!
Throw a dart and you’ll find a straight girl to fuck.”
-Tom

that really I want one set of hands
just one to touch my face
make it feel real

every bull shit sidestepped moment
every bent over blunder
every ghost fuck

(a presence can be felt
and not be true)

anyone could do it
press tipped fingers in on
my check bones

make my face
feel like a
cliff